A few weeks ago, I have thrown my life totally upside down. If you had tolde me 2 months ago that something like that would happen, I... I think I would've laughed it away, you know, don't be silly!
But I did it, I jumped.
I'm not one to talk about my relationships, maybe a short thing about it, but nothing to serious. So no one saw the split coming. The truth is that, tough we loved each other a lot, we didn't have the energy that was needed to put in our relationship. Which is really sad if you think of it. We've been together for almost three years now, but the last year we were only a couple for practical things. Getting groceries, payments, the world outside... But we really lived in our own world when we were together. And I couldn't bare it anymore so I threw all sanity overboard and had THE talk with him. He agreed and with pain in our hearts we separated.
Now I live alone in a house to big for one person with his furniture and lots of tasks that need to be done, and I don't really know where or how to begin. I'm lucky to have my family and friends. Even when some friends have proven they aren't that loyal but I'm glad with the ones I have. They have been the greatest support ever. And I hope they don't read this or it will get a little uncomfortable for me...
But now, almost a month has past and I feel better than ever. I feel alive! I hope it'll stay that way.
Thanks for listening, reading!
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